You

There is a party going on,
Seems you're the only one not invited
Everyone has a plus one, but I can't take you
There's something about you at parties
The way you change, and retreat into nothingness
Always spouting something important,
But no one cares, sometimes not even you

Seems when the alcohol is flowing
Things tend to get a little volatile and confused
Not sure if I should stay and be your friend tonight
Or if I'll just regret hanging around in the morning
You're sort of like a flower that doesn't know how to bloom
Been sucking the life and soul out of things
Carrying the weight of the unknown on your shoulders

One minute you're looking for company, somewhere to go,
The next you want to be left the fuck alone,
You're a mass of all these contradictions
I can't understand the things you say, what you do
Feeling you have erased a whole chapter, let it remain unspoken
Maybe you need some help, something more
Or a hospital not for the bruised but for the broken

There isn't much left of you now
Nothing much worth saving, an empty shell
On a beach surrounded by even more empty objects
You've lost something important, maybe it's your smile
I want to bring it back for you, open your eyes
But you're pulling yourself back from me
Staying alone and desperate, tortured inside