Bloody Hell

I’m extremely frustrated right now, surprising really seeing as I have only been back in the UK for a week. Don’t get me wrong I’m not blaming the place, I mean the weather is good, the company is okay (until I meet my friends then it just becomes too awesome for words). No what is frustrating me now isn’t Southend; it is the lack of jobs in Southend. (not the only thing but I'll stick to that for now)

Honestly employment is excruciating, all I want to do is be more active and gain experience, get myself out there and earn some money. But NO, that doesn't seem like its a possiblity. I have been rejected so many times this week that I am contemplating just throwing the towel in all together. The problem with job hunting is that they all respond in the same way... 'Just leave your CV and we will get back to you.’ But it comes as no surprise when no one bother to pick up the phone or email you to put you out of your misery. Even if you haven't got the job I think it is a courtesy to let someone down rather than keep them waiting indefinitely. 

  Unemployment is really harsh and unforgiving and on a whole other level of bitch-ville.

Not only does it seem that getting into employment is difficult I also seem to be having issues finding a place to start ,my a levels. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t miss school but I do need to know that I have somewhere to go when summer is over! So far all I have is people telling me that I am a bit late to apply! Which to me seems obvious seeing as I was out of the country for over two years, which left me with little time to look for schools in the UK if I am totally honest but that just doesn't seem to even make it as a factor to schools around here!

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