It has been a crazy busy summer! And if you're thinking my summer has been filled with loud parties, major drugs, hot sex and crazy drinking well I'd stop reading if I were you.
Not that it wasn't the summer I had hoped for, initially when I first got off the plane and perhaps even before I thought 'well what the hell I'm nearly 18 and I want to enjoy my summer before I have to get into exam/revision zone;' but surprise surprise, that did not happen. Since I stepped back onto British soil it's been all work and no play: finding a job, finding a college, finding a purpose. Some of which I have started to check off of the list! I start college on Monday and I've been working all summer; which of course I can't complain about, it is great having your own money!
This truly has been a summer of musical chairs in my head; don't know what I'm doing, what I'm saying or even what I am feeling but then it's always like that when you're trying to figure yourself out right?? But I am half way there, I know I want to be successful and I'm thinking that Journalism is my route... It's something I'm passionate about so why not take a stab at it!
So college Monday! Now this has got to be the light at the end of my tunnel right?? Because after the poor showing I had of 1 party and a few dates with the girls this has got to be where it all looks up?? I'm about to step up my game people, get sexier, get meaner and well just get damn right ugly to get what I want. There is no point being the good girl all the time is there? I mean I already have being 'unstable' down to an art form.
Minus the bitchy bit however, anyway I got this quote from somewhere:
"I've read books like Why Men Love Bitches where the author encourages girls to be tough and, at times, difficult, holding their ground without being swayed in any other direction. Being tough is one thing-- not putting out too early on into a relationship, not allowing the guy to always choose a restauarant or decide on the plans for the night. None of those books, though, and I really mean not one,encourage bitchiness or catty behaviour."
It just doesn't work!
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