Staggering....

Have you ever noticed that generally we don't walk through life, we just kind of stagger through it. Some of us perhaps more motivated and down to earth and others over the top and completely lost, but still the journey is far from smooth. Everybody has those hurdles that at the time seems impossible but at the end of the day you choose to become a survivor; or you choose to let yourself be ambushed with your own emotions, or you can even recognize that life is short, and you should probably eat desert first.

I had an interesting chat to today, that made me step back and really appreciate the finer things in life; not just acknowledge them, but really appreciate every opportunity you get. Some people come from stable two parent homes; but even there not everything is perfect and some people come from broken homes, but everyone comes from somewhere; a somewhere where just the little things are important. They say that people that come from turmoil have a little something different inside; they are broken and need help to recover piece by piece all that has been damaged. However nothing just happens, it's not like there is such thing as magic anymore, so  no matter how hard you try to fix a person nothing will happen unless they are ready to be healed.

Think about it, what was the reason that you got up this morning, was it to to what you wanted to do; or what it the thought of spending time with the girl/guy you love, or your best friend. Whether it's the person that makes you laugh, or the one that makes you smile, or even the one that makes your heart beat that little bit faster and gives you feelings you have never felt before; no matter who that person is, or how little the thing they do for you is, they are the reason you enjoy going to school, or work, or wherever the hell you go. They do something to your self esteem, your happiness and your confidence that you have never felt before and you feel completely safe and content that you think you will never come down from their natural high. Yet you still do, it's like your free falling into an abyss where anything could go wrong at any given time; your holding on to a ledge that is constantly crumbling and eventually you fall back into reality, maybe there is someone waiting at the bottom to catch you and set you down gently, or maybe you are alone it doesn't really matter but what everyone will feel is the fear as they they fall into the unknown.

To be perfectly honest I don't know why I have gone all philosophical on you guys; but today I made a connection with a woman I had just met, and it made me want to be a better person, it made me want to take back everything I had done and start over; I just wanted to be able to work on what I needed for myself, for my life. At the end of the day no matter how bumpy the road your driving on, life will still go on; the only question is will you make it? Or will you break it?

Peace Out
xxxx